婚礼的背后

小妃婈最近出席了两场婚礼与喜宴。看似高兴的喜事背后，却蕴藏着无奈和悲戚的泪水。

一场婚礼，共结连理的是两位新人？其实，更关乎了两个 “家”对彼此的认识。何况，人多意见多。这道理总不能忽略。

小妃婈出席的第一场婚礼，就出现了这样的情况。新郎的家人自有自己亲戚的那一套。新娘觉得，既然这是男家摆的酒席，那么就让新郎家那边去决定要做什么。理当一切顺顺利利的，却在婚礼的前一晚，爆发了不满。新娘的好意被别人视为不理不睬。而后，更因为新娘家的娘亲某些言论，一度让气氛降至零下10度！而且，新娘家的娘亲什么事都想要出于一番好意的“指导”后，无疑好心做坏事，把新娘家给多一重伤害……

小妃婈出息的第二场婚礼，却出现女家的亲戚误会丛生。导致一场本该高高兴兴的婚礼，却让新娘当上炮灰，罪重的让新娘死的不明不白+莫名其妙。在这件事上，小妃婈是觉得新娘家的爹娘，姨妈姑姐都有错！他，应该英勇的担起责任；她，说话前应该要深思熟虑；她，身为长辈不应该那么小气；她，说话应该会轻重与礼貌。总结一句，大家都是成年人。难道做事都不能别那么孩子气吗？

回顾这两场的婚礼，让小妃婈深深觉得---结婚，除了很累人之外，还有人与人之间，亲戚与亲戚之间，两家人之间的相处之道咯！~！

I hate it!!!

Why would it happened? I hate it!!! Why can't everything return to before when I was young?

I don't want that much money!
I don't want the big house!
I don't want the comfort car!

I don't want everything if everything could return to what it was!!

But, is that possible? Is that easy? If I give up what I have and want what was I used to have???

Can it be???

a year~~!!

I am leaving soon. Time ticking away. I'm been here more than a year, but it seem likes I am just happened yesterday.

Preview this year, I seem like do nothing but I earn lots of things. Most of the things, I'll never experience if I only stay in Malaysia.

I seen some of the USA; I learned something I'll never can control it; I learned something I only can let it goes; I understand I'm only a dust in the world! I figure out sometimes it is not true even though I saw it with my own eyes. I learned something need to keep as a secret; something need to speak it out!

A year could change my mind pretty much!!! Only a year! I'll never ever tell someone I'm not going to change. Be honest, I'm changing every moment~

Is that silly?

Such a bad feeling to her! Why her mother treats her likes that? I can't believe it! She is her daughter!! Somehow, I don't understand what is her mother thought. 

Yeah, right! She is the older kid, so what? Older kid doesn't means that she need to know everything! Doesn't means she need to be go after her younger siblings! Doesn't means that she has to give anything that her siblings want! 

When I look at her, she was crying badly! I felt so bad for her. She tried to tell all of her feeling. She feels that is unfair for her just because she is the older sister. She feels unfair that everyone side with the younger siblings most of the time.

Wow~ I've been with them for awhile. Kinda know what is going on. I can't accept a mother kept protecting the younger and hurting the older just because the younger more sensitive than her sister. Protection have to use in the right way~ Have to teach her to learn it is not OK to become grumpy without reason. Or when she feels angry she could hurt others feeling even though that are her siblings.

But, She doesn't! What kind of mother of that? Is that silly? 

when I think "IT's just HUMAN BEING

Lately, I heard a lot of stories. Why we've to make our self so sad? Why we've to scold people, hurt people? Is that make us feel happiness? I don't think so. But, when I think, "it's just human being". It makes me feel better.

Who doesn't care about themselves before others? Everyone is put themselves in the first place. Don't tell me you're not. It's just human being.

Who doesn't care about their family member than others? They don't care how others' family member feeling at first. They doesn't care neither that is fair. It's just human being.

who doesn't love themselves? If you're not, I have nothing to say. If you can't love yourself, who's going to love you? If you don't take care of yourself, don't love yourself. which means, you have no right to say they don't love you. They may hurt you if you hurt yourself at the beginning. Don't doubt it. It's just human being.

Everything... when I think IT'S JUST HUMAN BEING, it could make me understand lots of the reasons why such things happen. Because we are human. We just do whatever human would do. It doesn't matter when, where, who, what. As Long As We Are HUMAN.